Mornign of hell

We all have those days when we wake up at 3 am and think its time for school ... I had never had a day like that until today. I woke up at 7.15 I think, I had my alarm set at that time and all of a sudden my brain went crazy like'' biaaaaaatch you have to get to school NOW!'' with 10 minutes I was ready properly dressed and makeup done so next thing i know I'm out of the door and heading forwards school 
Cuz i live on campus .. and the campus is really small in the city so I made it to the art department in 2 minutes and then I'm like ''hey why is this door locked'' I went and check the main door and that as well is locked I'm like with .. just standing in the middle of the court yard staring at air ! and suddenly out of nowhere this thought comes why are there so little cars today . So i take my phone out and guess what it was 7. 35 ....... My classes don't start till 8:30.!
So i walk back to the dormitory * probably looking like a cherry tomato * I sneaked in behind the receptionist lady who just came to work and  walk back up the stairs. So i had to wait an hour to go back .. and i was just laying on my bed doing nothing at all ... For an hour
After that I went back to school drew for an hour and a half .. then painted like 3 hours ... ok make it 4 i didn't go to lunch * which is an hour break * and i stayed longer as well .. i think like 30 minutes longer ... it's not that I'm painting anything epic at the moment as well .. it's more like a staircase * you know the swirly one* and everyone keep passing like going ''omg you are almost done already '' .... '' ou my those colours are so pretty'' .... the hell people ... that was just the underpainting you all saw and of the colours are pretty .. dark blues and greens with pastel pink, purple and yellow ...




Actually I want to share two things with you .. first these bunnies aren't they the cutest bun bunnies ever 












 And secondly this .. its a post i saw on tumblr this morning and and i just have no words... just keep in mind that life is so short and live it to the fullest * yes i sound like a 80 y.o. old granny or a umma but thats just me ..* 
If the following does not move you then you arent a human * pout* just saying

last text messages from the victims of the daegu subway fire on february 18, 2003.

•    “I’m sorry. I can’t bring your shoes and bag. I was going to make you a pork cutlet.. sorry.. my daughter. I love you.”
• “You really make me hate youㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ get lostㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ bye”
• “There’s a fire. I will go to heaven first.”
• “Without oppa you must not skip meals and listen to your parents.. get itㅋㅋ and don’t wait for me I won’t come”
• “Oppa is in an emergency I think I need to be away. Don’t wait for me and go back. Alright? I love you.”
• “ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋDon’t waitㅋㅋI’m not comming ㅋㅋㅋ I’m sick of youㅋㅋㅋㅋ”
• “Study hard and be a good person. Dad is sorry.”
• “ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ<-my feelings”
• “ㅇㅇcall emergency tell them there’s a fire in the subway don’t panic and keep calm. Alright? Oppa’s okay”
• “What if I suddenly disappear tomorrow? What would you do? just curious ㅎㅎ”
• “Don’t Wait”
• “I’m sorry that I was mad at you this morning it wasn’t what i meant honey I love you forever”

 * last post and translation taken from this tumblr post*